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I swear i ought to be dead by now. School sucs, too much work to get done no energy to do it. Day of Silence today. So much for lasting silent for the whole day...oh well.
I know life could be much worse but it really sucks right now and i would rather not put up with it.
But all we can do is put up another facade and keep moving, riight???
*sigh* I don't know what i am going to do...
so quiet on the outside i am but screaming on the inside.
such a predicament.
it is funny how all the problems we have we are inevitably the cause, we don't have to do anything we chose to do it.
like adam and eve, they ate from the tree of intelligence and yet they could have lived in paradise, not that i believe this legend or any christian legends, they make good stories though, like Aesop's fables, with great morals only much more depressing, and boring.
i remember yesterday my dad argued with me, more told but it was somewhat of an argument, that the brain lies to us and that is why humans have belief systems. For is the brain did not lie we would probably not be alive, that i just came to the conclusion of and was not part of the argument.
humans are so irrational and stupid and yet too stubborn to just die off.
instead screw themselves and every thing else over on this poor planet.
it is the sad truth of life, don't believe it, too bad becuase that is part of the reality no one can accept or really know.
don't agree with me, oh well.
there is no need for you to.
you can just continue to live in the facade man has created until you die and then the revelations come unto you.
all you can say then is "oh, shit"
yep i used vulgarity, such a disgusting thing it is.
and yet as my english teacher said a well placed swear has a purpose.
so for everyone who has not figured out what the asteriks stand for, i say FUCK life!!
cuz it sucks.
this is my angstish rant and rave of the day to vent and let go. comment if you like but be forewarned i will not tolerate flaming, some criticism is okay but not flaming.
flaming and flamers suck so i am not going to deal with it.